上星期阿弥陀佛，佛祖保佑，真神包庇，上帝宽容地把论文上交了（抹泪）。这中间的辛酸不言而喻，只能用一句话形容：实在是太他妈的折磨了！果然，工作高峰期和论文截止那个双峰交汇。我还神智正常我傲娇。
经历了一个月的严重缺眠，期中多想把电脑砸了。跑到公司一个发疯把老板给做了，然后再和教授哭着诉说自己的痛苦。就是.......你别再逼我了！！！！（阿，以上为脑洞妄想，我确定我神智正常）那时的自己能多机械就多机械，闹钟一响，就狂按键盘。当优盘中毒，被老板毒舌，我该多镇定就多镇定。然后回到房里才发疯，回想起来室友说过：你一天不交论文我也一天没好日子过啊！看来她也受了不少殃及池鱼之苦啊～～
慌慌张张地把苦难五月过了，现在终于可以一晚睡上七个小时了。但是，心情并没有轻松起来。对，这就是传说的：犯贱！！之前疯狂熬过备考期，考完了就一副死样。一副身无可恋的空虚感涌上心头，之前煎熬时幻想的伟大庆祝活动，一个都没打算去实现。果然，人稍微上了年纪还真......懒得出门呐。
不过看了一些书，把工作上的烦恼稍微综合综合。虽说我不时还是有把老板给作了的想法，就纯想，我哪有那么疯.....大概吧。
下个月成绩出了还是有活得干，阿弥陀佛，佛祖保佑，真神包庇，上帝宽容地让我过了吧。这把年纪伤不起啊，长期缺眠真的很伤神伤身伤肾！成功毕业后要干什么？谁知道，你知道不如你来告诉我？我只知道，我还真有点想家了。
2015年4月14日星期二
心目中的冥王星仍在
上个月再次踏上台湾的土地，那感觉是雀跃与期待。雀跃着可以找回八年前的回忆，重游旧地，期待那份熟悉感。就想制造自己就是与台湾很熟的伪感觉，先不论旅途中的插曲。这次我却有些不一样的感觉，很微妙的感觉。说不上讨厌或喜欢，就是有种恍然的感叹。
记得八年前我对淡水的渔人码头印象最为深刻，可能是在那里吃了很好吃的香槟雪糕，和好友打打闹闹的越过那情人桥，然后很惊艳的看到对岸的山头绕着一圈很有艺术感的云朵，记得自己对着那大风和云朵笑得很欢畅。所以八年后再回来，那一刻欲念清晰：我要再次回到那码头。不过走到码头是其实有些失望，那里仍然与八年前一样吗？我突然开始质疑自己的记忆，嗯。其实记忆并没有问题，是人不再一样了。桥上码头上满满的游客包括我，走过情人桥的那一刻是为感慨，香槟雪糕找不回了，对岸亦不会有人等着你。好像最初的那欲念与期待都变得毫无意义，唯内心觉得平静了从容了。失去的纵然失去了，哭天喊地也没什么意义了。
情人桥的幅度犹如我们上下山坡的感觉，走上时膝盖感受到的使力，走下时膝盖的放松。正不是人生的写照，那山峦起伏看似很艰难，事实上也真的是艰难。但越过了，跨过了，回头望时不只是膝盖得到解放，连同心里的那块石头应该也能得到解放吧。常常因为挫败而埋汰运气不好，还会和朋友发牢骚时说：不知道是不是冥王星失去了九大行星的头衔，天蝎座的守护星球光芒不再，所以天蝎座也开始暗淡无光。。。。。。
不过事后坐下静下心想，如果运气有用，那要努力干嘛？就犹如白日梦有用的话，那要实干家干嘛？好吧，努力的把接下来的事情一口气撑完，然后就让膝盖放松去。
我还是回去自己的心目中的冥王星吧，你来不来？路过亦好，看过亦好，一笑而过，都好。
记得八年前我对淡水的渔人码头印象最为深刻，可能是在那里吃了很好吃的香槟雪糕，和好友打打闹闹的越过那情人桥，然后很惊艳的看到对岸的山头绕着一圈很有艺术感的云朵，记得自己对着那大风和云朵笑得很欢畅。所以八年后再回来，那一刻欲念清晰：我要再次回到那码头。不过走到码头是其实有些失望，那里仍然与八年前一样吗？我突然开始质疑自己的记忆，嗯。其实记忆并没有问题，是人不再一样了。桥上码头上满满的游客包括我，走过情人桥的那一刻是为感慨，香槟雪糕找不回了，对岸亦不会有人等着你。好像最初的那欲念与期待都变得毫无意义，唯内心觉得平静了从容了。失去的纵然失去了，哭天喊地也没什么意义了。
情人桥的幅度犹如我们上下山坡的感觉，走上时膝盖感受到的使力，走下时膝盖的放松。正不是人生的写照，那山峦起伏看似很艰难，事实上也真的是艰难。但越过了，跨过了，回头望时不只是膝盖得到解放，连同心里的那块石头应该也能得到解放吧。常常因为挫败而埋汰运气不好，还会和朋友发牢骚时说：不知道是不是冥王星失去了九大行星的头衔，天蝎座的守护星球光芒不再，所以天蝎座也开始暗淡无光。。。。。。
不过事后坐下静下心想，如果运气有用，那要努力干嘛？就犹如白日梦有用的话，那要实干家干嘛？好吧，努力的把接下来的事情一口气撑完，然后就让膝盖放松去。
我还是回去自己的心目中的冥王星吧，你来不来？路过亦好，看过亦好，一笑而过，都好。
至少后头那圈艺术感云朵至今仍然环绕在山头上
2015年2月6日星期五
华华华欣与曼曼曼谷
不过呢，既然是免费。那不去白不去，泰国瞎拼还是蛮有吸引力的。这次的旅行，我玩得挺开心。也许是和同事们混熟了（用了一年才熟，你到底是多不好相处啊？！），和大家有说有笑，挺自在。所以连同事良叔叔也问我干嘛那么开心，犹如他家小孩到外郊游般。
Swiss Sheep Farm, Hua Hin
Swiss Sheep Farm, Hua Hin
Ploenwan, Hua Hin
（设计感不错的一个小卖场）
Ploenwan, Hua Hin
(和美女同事们）
Hua Hin Railway Station
(Seriously there is nothing special)
Hua Hin Railway Station
（你这铁路能通向传说中的梦想吗？）
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The Venezia, Hua Hin
(没什么好玩的一个地方，是个有山寨威尼斯和罗马许愿池的地方）
The Venezia, Hua Hin
The Venezia, Hua Hin
（除了搞怪照相，我还真没什么事情好做了）
The Venezia, Hua Hin
(将士们，随我冲！让我们把荣耀带回家乡，敌人将被我们打得落花流水。这将是我们的成名战！）
Cicada Market, Hua Hin
(讲价这回事还是很看心情的，如这档口我就超有兴致的讲价。不过这档口老板面子给得不多，真没眼光）
Novotel, Hua Hin
Novotel, Hua Hin
（被迫上台表演的我和一群新加入公司的员工们，功德圆满）
Siam Station, Bangkok
曼谷仍然是个让人觉得很热闹的一个城市，到处都是大堵车，到处都是很黏腻的泰国语。
让人意外的是，我既然在泰国街头遇见道征那妖孽！
我两人为这巧合情不自禁的尖叫然后一个大熊抱。抱完就开始打来打去埋怨对方只懂自己快活，不要脸的家伙。事后想起有点丢脸，道征的妈妈和朋友都看着我们两人那丢脸的行为。
综合来说，这次的观光是好玩与快活的。
2015年1月2日星期五
It is not, but it can be.
Otherwise, [The Newsroom] show you how to know the truth, and also dream. The right path how to do news, seriously is inspiring and fascinating and also damn informative. Aaron Sorkin is do a fuxking great job. Please watch this, you will have a thought or idea come into your mind. So far i never got this feeling on any drama i watched before unless you talk about House of Cards.
Inside the show have one story told by Will McAvoy is really impressed.
March 2, 1955.
A young black woman is arrested for refusing to give up her seat on the bus to a white man in Alabama. Civil rights leaders and the ACLU rush to her side and she will be a symbol of the struggle against segregation. Her name is Claudette Colvin and she is 15 years old. She’s also unmarried and pregnant. Civil rights leaders and the ACLU decide that Colvin is not the best foot forward and stand down. Eight months later, Rosa Parks happens, but during that eight months, a brilliant and charismatic young minister gets the attention of the community and is chosen to lead the bus boycotts. If Colvin doesn’t get pregnant, if they would gone in spring instead of eight months later, Martin Luther King is a preacher you have never heard of in Montgomery.
A young black woman is arrested for refusing to give up her seat on the bus to a white man in Alabama. Civil rights leaders and the ACLU rush to her side and she will be a symbol of the struggle against segregation. Her name is Claudette Colvin and she is 15 years old. She’s also unmarried and pregnant. Civil rights leaders and the ACLU decide that Colvin is not the best foot forward and stand down. Eight months later, Rosa Parks happens, but during that eight months, a brilliant and charismatic young minister gets the attention of the community and is chosen to lead the bus boycotts. If Colvin doesn’t get pregnant, if they would gone in spring instead of eight months later, Martin Luther King is a preacher you have never heard of in Montgomery.
[The Newsroom] season 1 episode 1 starting from a college girl asking Will a question :" Why America is the greatest country in the world?" Will give a cruel but definitely is a truth answer to a college girl and may be broke her feeling too. Mac give Will a answer card to answer this question :" It is not, but it can be."
In last episode of season one the college girl came to ACN as intern, Will requested this girl ask him again the question. After the girl did ask again :" Why America is the greatest country in the world?" , Will answer:" You do"
Is fuxking inspiring. Don't you think so?
But if you really did not understand why i excited for, please watch this. But if you didn't follow up the latest big news or politic or economic. Is very hard to understand what the show talking about, or may be you hate to read news, than you can ignore what i am suggesting just now.
i'm serious fell in love with this actor who act Sloan Sabbith (Olivia Munn), she is so sexy smart. By the way, the guy who sit beside of her is Dev Patel who acted the famous "Slumdog Millionaire"
below are the answer of Will McAvoy for the Why American is the greatest country, is really long. You can skip it. But i really crazy about this
It’s not the greatest country in the world, professor. You know why people don’t like liberals? Because they lose. If liberals are so fucking smart, how come they lose so goddamn always? And with a straight face you’re gonna tell students that America is so star-spangled awesome that we’re the only ones in the world who have freedom? Canada has freedom. Japan has freedom. The UK , France, Italy, Germany, Spain, Australia. Belgium has freedom! 207 sovereign states in the world in the world, like 180 of them have freedom. And one of them is there is absolutely no evidence to support the statement that we’re the greatest country in the world. We’re 7th in literacy, 27th in math, 22nd in science, 49th in life expectancy, 178th in infant mortality, 3rd in median household income, number four in labor force, and number four in exports. We lead the world in only three categories: Number of incarcerated citizens per capita, number of adults who believe angels are real, and defense spending where we spend more the next 26 countries combined, 25 of whom are allies. But you nonetheless are without a doubt a member of the worst period generation period ever period.
We sure used to be. We stood up for what was right. We fought for moral reasons. We passed laws, struck down laws for moral reasons. We waged wars on poverty, not poor people. We sacrificed. We cared about our neighbors. We put our money where our mouths were and we never beat our chest. We built great big things, made ungodly technological advances, explored the universe, cured diseases, and we cultivated the world’s greatest artists and the world’s greatest economy. We reached for the stars, acted like men. We aspired to intelligence. We didn’t belittle it. It didn’t make us fell inferior. We didn’t identify ourselves by who we voted for in the last election. We didn’t scare so easy. By great men, men who were revered. The first step in solving any problem is recognizing there is one.
That America is the only country on the planet that, since its birth, has said over and over and over that we can do better. It’s part of our DNA. People will want the news if you give it to them with integrity. Not everybody, not even a lot of people…5%. And 5% more of anything is what makes the difference in this country. So we can do better. Yeah, that whole speech did nothing for me.
A nightly newscast that informs a debate worthy of a great nation. Civility, respect, and a return to what’s important. The death of bitchiness, the death of gossip and voyeurism. Speaking truth to stupid. No demographic sweet spot. A place where we all come together. We are coming to a tipping point. Is government an instrument of good or is it every man for himself? Is there something bigger we want to reach for or is self-interest our basic resting pulse? You and I have a chance to be among the few people who can frame that debate.
We sure used to be. We stood up for what was right. We fought for moral reasons. We passed laws, struck down laws for moral reasons. We waged wars on poverty, not poor people. We sacrificed. We cared about our neighbors. We put our money where our mouths were and we never beat our chest. We built great big things, made ungodly technological advances, explored the universe, cured diseases, and we cultivated the world’s greatest artists and the world’s greatest economy. We reached for the stars, acted like men. We aspired to intelligence. We didn’t belittle it. It didn’t make us fell inferior. We didn’t identify ourselves by who we voted for in the last election. We didn’t scare so easy. By great men, men who were revered. The first step in solving any problem is recognizing there is one.
That America is the only country on the planet that, since its birth, has said over and over and over that we can do better. It’s part of our DNA. People will want the news if you give it to them with integrity. Not everybody, not even a lot of people…5%. And 5% more of anything is what makes the difference in this country. So we can do better. Yeah, that whole speech did nothing for me.
A nightly newscast that informs a debate worthy of a great nation. Civility, respect, and a return to what’s important. The death of bitchiness, the death of gossip and voyeurism. Speaking truth to stupid. No demographic sweet spot. A place where we all come together. We are coming to a tipping point. Is government an instrument of good or is it every man for himself? Is there something bigger we want to reach for or is self-interest our basic resting pulse? You and I have a chance to be among the few people who can frame that debate.
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Last part of my blog article, i have to copy the joke talked by Jane Fonda!!! She act Leona Lansing inside [The Newsroom] OMG!
Moses and Jesus are playing golf. Moses steps up to the tee and hits a beautiful shot 250 yards straight down the middle of the fairway. Jesus steps up to the tee and hooks the ball into the trees. Jesus looks up into the heavens, raises his arms. Suddenly the sky darkens. A thunderclap rings out. Rain pours down and a steam rises among the tress. The golf ball, floating on top, finds its way into the mouth of a fish. Then a bird flies down and takes the fish and the ball out over the green, drops it in the cup for a hole in one. Jesus turns to Moses with a satisfied grin. And Moses says, "Look, you want to play golf or you want to fuck around?"
2015年1月1日星期四
We got a new year ahead, got to have hope to live on
新的一年呐，说实在.....哪又怎样？有时候不是你说几声happy new year真的会happy或事情真的会好起来，大家都知道可是还是对这些事乐此不疲。该干的活还是得干，还还的债还是得还，该爱的人还是得爱。
我为什么那么不屑呢？Hey, i'm fuxking 29！should i celebrate for that ? oh, come on!
这是我和annni在whatsapp里互道彼此不屑的happy new year时所表达的抗议。我很爱和这女人聊天，那是一个赏心悦目。通常我对于敏感的女人都很抗拒，因为正因为她们敏感，我没办法回嘴；正因为她们敏感，我不能不听；正因为她们敏感，我不能让她们闭嘴。但这敏感的女人啊，文笔不是她妈的好。尽管敏感，可是她看事情看得很透。现实的层面，我和她谁不是呢？用着很诗意的文笔来说着我们看待事情的歪理，这对我来说是很淋漓尽致地享受。所以我爱死她的敏感，我也常说，以后她一旦离家出走必定是留纸条离家的那种。这年头还有哪个女人写得出我期待的离家纸条？非她不可（当然我绝对不会怂恿她离家出走）
新的一年不免俗套得立下一些目标，写了一些。我想能完成一半以上我也很努力了。但也许我该考虑的是心态问题，我该以怎样的心情和态度来看待接下来的自己。Quarter life crisis，这是让人值得深思的阶段。我嚷嚷着to be normal，我想和大家一样的正常做该做的事情。但是我该认清的是，我不适合。一个思想怪诞时不时会思觉失调发作的人要求她很正常的过活，唉。到头来谁也不要为难自己，我想我是不舍得为难。
有些事情不会变：pretending to be normal。
我曾想过是不是该放弃一些原则，这样是绝对轻松的过活方式。但是坚持原则是多难得的是，放弃太简单了。一时快乐换来后悔？这不划算的算盘绝对不适合学经济的我。庸俗的活法我想我忍受不了，所以感情也好，学业也好，事业亦然，得守下去。如annni说，我们也越来越知道守多重要，冲锋很好但容易陷阵，不会屯守到头来什么也不是。我想接下来是一个最适合学习屯守的阶段了。
心态上有点方向了，那面容的话。算了，我从不认为自己靠脸真的活得了。所以，该怎么来就怎么来吧。
新的一年，大家都得学会快乐快活。安。
我为什么那么不屑呢？Hey, i'm fuxking 29！should i celebrate for that ? oh, come on!
这是我和annni在whatsapp里互道彼此不屑的happy new year时所表达的抗议。我很爱和这女人聊天，那是一个赏心悦目。通常我对于敏感的女人都很抗拒，因为正因为她们敏感，我没办法回嘴；正因为她们敏感，我不能不听；正因为她们敏感，我不能让她们闭嘴。但这敏感的女人啊，文笔不是她妈的好。尽管敏感，可是她看事情看得很透。现实的层面，我和她谁不是呢？用着很诗意的文笔来说着我们看待事情的歪理，这对我来说是很淋漓尽致地享受。所以我爱死她的敏感，我也常说，以后她一旦离家出走必定是留纸条离家的那种。这年头还有哪个女人写得出我期待的离家纸条？非她不可（当然我绝对不会怂恿她离家出走）
新的一年不免俗套得立下一些目标，写了一些。我想能完成一半以上我也很努力了。但也许我该考虑的是心态问题，我该以怎样的心情和态度来看待接下来的自己。Quarter life crisis，这是让人值得深思的阶段。我嚷嚷着to be normal，我想和大家一样的正常做该做的事情。但是我该认清的是，我不适合。一个思想怪诞时不时会思觉失调发作的人要求她很正常的过活，唉。到头来谁也不要为难自己，我想我是不舍得为难。
有些事情不会变：pretending to be normal。
我曾想过是不是该放弃一些原则，这样是绝对轻松的过活方式。但是坚持原则是多难得的是，放弃太简单了。一时快乐换来后悔？这不划算的算盘绝对不适合学经济的我。庸俗的活法我想我忍受不了，所以感情也好，学业也好，事业亦然，得守下去。如annni说，我们也越来越知道守多重要，冲锋很好但容易陷阵，不会屯守到头来什么也不是。我想接下来是一个最适合学习屯守的阶段了。
心态上有点方向了，那面容的话。算了，我从不认为自己靠脸真的活得了。所以，该怎么来就怎么来吧。
新的一年，大家都得学会快乐快活。安。
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